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Artist // Student // Digital Art
- Jan 4
- Australia
- Deviant for 10 years
- She / Her
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Lilly . 16 . . My life is a fairytale, but I am the ugly duckling .
I have a YouTube Vlog where I talk about my non-awesome life and you should check it out :)
Facebook - Tumblr - Flickr
I have a YouTube Vlog where I talk about my non-awesome life and you should check it out :)
Facebook - Tumblr - Flickr
Favourite Visual Artist
Pablo Alfieri, Noel Fielding
Favourite Movies
The Breakfast Club, Maltilda, Alice in Wonderland, The Hunger Games
Favourite TV Shows
Grimm, Orphan Black, Doctor Who, American Horror Story, Game of Thrones
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Queens of the Stone Age, Nine Inch Nails
Favourite Books
A Series of Unfortunate Events, 1984, Cloud Atlas, Lolita, A Song of Ice and Fire
Favourite Writers
George RR Martin, David Mitchell
Favourite Games
Bioshock
Favourite Gaming Platform
Playstation 3
Tools of the Trade
Apple Mac :]
Happily Ever After
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Wow, so much has happened since I last updated my journal here! I'm not even sure where to begin...
Well, first. I would like to thank everyone who reached out to me, on my profiles and on the forum post I wrote. Your kind words touched me so much and helped me make it through that horrible week. You will never know just how much you did for me.
In short, after my "family" discovered my YouTube channel, I was flooded with abuse, both physical and verbal, and was eventually forced out of the house, with just the clothes on my back, and my phone in my pocket. I was homeless for a week - the worst week of my life, but in a way, also one of the
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Disaster
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My brother got sent the link to my latest Vlog. I don't know how, I've been so careful making sure none of them found it... and now, all I can do is wait for the fallout. I guess I should have expected this to come. Yes you might call me stupid for thinking I could talk about my horrible family on the internet and not have them find out. But it's the only thing that has kept me sane for these last few months.
I don't know what I'll do now. I'll try and keep you posted, if I can.
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I added a new vlog to my channel. It's a bit ranty because things are pretty bad at home right now - the worst they've ever been. My dad pushed me because "I was in his way" and I fell and split my lip. I have to go to school with a black eye because mum hit me when I hadn't done all the jobs they wanted me to do. But I do have some good news - I got a good mark for latest piece in art - 95%! Which actually made me happy, for a change.
I've been uploading some more art as well as some of my photography from ages ago, when things weren't so bad. They're just some of my favourite ones from my Flickr. A couple are available as prints too if you
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Amy: Thanks for the watch!
You're welcome.
Hi Lilly,
I saw your post on the forums. Needlessly to say, I have no way to connect with you other than at the keyboard on my laptop, but be comforted knowing that I will provide you with all my support.
Don't give up. There is always hope somewhere if you keep looking.
Are you still able to go to school, or meet up with any friends you know? You can't live in a park or library forever.
I saw your post on the forums. Needlessly to say, I have no way to connect with you other than at the keyboard on my laptop, but be comforted knowing that I will provide you with all my support.
Don't give up. There is always hope somewhere if you keep looking.
Are you still able to go to school, or meet up with any friends you know? You can't live in a park or library forever.
Thank you for reaching out to me - it means a lot.
Luckily the people here at the library know me really well (I wasn't allowed to use the computer at home so had do all my work here).
They've been really nice, giving me some food and letting me sleep in their first aid room if I need to.
I can't bring myself to tell them I'm homeless though. They think I'm just there all day during school holidays.
I've found out today about St Vincent De Paul's, they have a shelter and some counsellors there so I am going to head over there soon.
Thank you for listening and providing me with your support. I am trying to stay positive. But your words have really touched me. It means a lot that there are people online who don't know me at all, but show me more kindness and support than my family ever has. Thank you again.
Luckily the people here at the library know me really well (I wasn't allowed to use the computer at home so had do all my work here).
They've been really nice, giving me some food and letting me sleep in their first aid room if I need to.
I can't bring myself to tell them I'm homeless though. They think I'm just there all day during school holidays.
I've found out today about St Vincent De Paul's, they have a shelter and some counsellors there so I am going to head over there soon.
Thank you for listening and providing me with your support. I am trying to stay positive. But your words have really touched me. It means a lot that there are people online who don't know me at all, but show me more kindness and support than my family ever has. Thank you again.
You're welcome. 
Keep on going! You have all my support behind you.
Keep on going! You have all my support behind you.